Shut it down!

You know, I created a banner for this blog and never got a chance to use it. I didn’t have time to figure out the coding. So now’s as good a time to post it as any.

So I’ve given this a bit of thought, and I’ve come to a decision. I’m retiring Foxes and Grapes.

You’ll have noticed that my posting here has slowed down considerably. And actually, I do have one more blog post I’d like to make, but I’m still getting materials together for that and it might not appear for a while longer. But in the meantime, I really haven’t been using this space. It started as a place online to chronicle my journey to, and through Ringling College. I graduated two years ago. Those days are done, and I’ve moved on. I have other places where I post my artwork. I was trying to use this more as a journal for posting my thoughts, but I find myself feeling more and more reserved about making certain observations. And now, with simply trying to make it as a working artist, I don’t really have the time or focus I once did.

The thing is, with Foxes and Grapes just sitting here, I feel a nagging obligation in the back of my head to do something with it. So rather than allow a distracting thought to persist, I’m simply letting it go.

I’ll leave the blog up for the time being because there are still some good posts and pages that people may like to reference. I might try to archive them one day, maybe.

I’m not leaving the Internet, I’m just devoting my attention to other places. So if you have questions about Ringling, art school, animation, whatever, or if you want to see more of my work, or just want to keep up with what I’m doing, here are some links for you.

Vanilla Waffles: This is the blog I now call home. Yes, I’ve been unfaithful… but it was so worth it. My Tumblr is actually a more laid-back place than this blog was. I’ve been a serious art student and job candidate for a long time, but now I’m trying to embrace that inner kid that just drew for the fun of it. If you’re on Tumblr, or even if you’re not, you’re welcome to follow.

M.F.K.: My webcomic, and what takes up a fair amount of my free time nowadays. I wrote a bit about it in my last blog post.

nilahmagruder.com: This is still my main gallery. My storyboards, senior thesis, other finished art – it’s all there.

Twitter: Do you Twitter? I Twitter. If you like thoughts and resources about art, animation, film, writing, publishing, comics, Japanese RPGs (the two that I’ve played), and whatever super random observations I might make at any given time, then follow away!

And of course, you can reach me for questions at n.magruder [at] gmail [dot] com.

Thanks for the last five years, everyone. It’s been fun!

So I started a Webcomic, or Reasons My Friends Never See Me

O hai gaiz. I think I only mentioned it in passing before, but I thought I’d talk at you a bit about this thing I’m doing in my free time.

But first. If you’re on Twitter or Tumblr, feel free to follow me on either. I post a little more frequently there than I do here.

Okay now.

So I’ve got this webcomic going.

It was a New Year’s resolution to myself – and I rarely do those, but I figured hey the world’s ending (Ghost Rider 2 was released this year so you know it’s true), so why not? I’ve been working on MFK on and off for foreeever, but I just never got around to actually doing anything with it. But I was out of school, unemployed, and had nothing else to do with my time, so I decided this would be the year I bring it to life.

And then three days later I got a job. Funny how that happens. Now I’m super busy and never go out, which I guess is all well and good since I have no money.

Strangely, I don’t think I ever really saw myself as a comic artist, but I’ve always been interested in producing a webcomic. I have a folder on my computer full of ideas, many of which I began when I was still in high school, and I’ve just saved the files, scripts and artwork and added to them over the years. I was head over heels for animation too, but I didn’t know how to animate. Comics were a little more attainable for me.

Oh, right. So MFK.

This is a huge first for me – not only starting a comic, but writing a long-form story and sharing it with the world. There was my senior thesis of course, and a couple of short stories, but nothing of this magnitude. So I’m approaching it all as an exercise. I’m just going to cut loose and see what happens, and hopefully I’ll pick up a few lessons along the way.

…Oh, and! It’s still a wee babe as far as webcomics go, but you can read it online at www.mfkcomic.com. The regular update schedule is Mondays and Thursdays.

Art Schools and Creativity

First of all, my friend Yezi, Ringling grad like me, wrote a blog post about choosing art schools. It’s full of great insight on selecting an art school, Ringling, and the animation industry. If you’re looking at going to school for animation, it’s worth a read.

Secondly, I was thinking of writing an update post, but I’m probably not in the best mindset for it, so instead here’s a video of John Cleese talking about creativity. It cheered me up a bit today and maybe it will do the same for you.

Day 10: Favorite Candy

As I’ve gotten older, I find that I don’t care for candy like I did as a kid. But there’s one love that will never die.

Peanut Chews.


The wrapper of my childhood.

I don’t even know how I got hooked on them. It seems that Peanut Chews have always been in my life. Legend has it that when I was born, I thrust my tiny fist out into the world, fingers wrapped around a Peanut Chew bar, and the doctor clutched the bar and drew me out. (Note: may be an exaggeration)

They actually got to be pretty hard to find. You don’t see them much in grocery stores, and for a while I thought they were discontinued. Then I met Kelly, who also loved Peanut Chews, and had some magical way of making them appear. I still don’t understand. All I know is that if you want Peanut Chews, go to Kelly.

Or Rite Aid. Rite Aid seems to carry them. (Note: only in Maryland though? Still haven’t found any here in LA.)

Also… wow, apparently this is my 99th blog post. I feel like I should do something special to commemorate 100! …But alas, I’m pretty bad at celebrating things. o__o

Day 9: Favorite TV Show

A year or so ago, my answer to this probably would have been 30 Rock. But maybe not, cuz around then was also when I decided to give Parks and Recreation a try. I was tuning in to NBC on Thursday nights for 30 Rock anyway, so why not?

Ho man. It took one episode and I was hooked. If you are not watching Parks and Rec, you are doing yourself a disservice.

The exciting thing about Parks and 30 Rock both is that they star two strong career women in comedic roles. You don’t see that often in American TV. I love Leslie Knope, who’s always upbeat and optimistic, tirelessly dedicated to her job, and a huge nerd. Ben Wyatt is also a huge nerd, and that makes him pretty hot (and the perfect match for Knope).

Not to mention the best supporting cast ever to grace primetime television. “You had me at meat tornado.” Need I say more?

And I love how they portray Pawnee as hilariously (and creepily) flawed, but hey, it’s home, which makes it a great place. With an extremely racist history.

And now, my friends, I leave you with this. Watch at your own peril, for if you begin, you may not be able to stop.

Day 8 (lol): Favorite animated character

Whoops, got a little behind on the challenge! Time to play catch up.

But

…Seriously though, it just took me a week to decide who my favorite animated character is. I was set to go with Sailorjupiter. I’m pretty sure she was my very first animated girl-crush. But then I realized there’s another character I’m totally in love with at the moment: Naoto Shirogane from the Persona 4 game and anime.

Naoto, the Detective Prince. Aside from being a badass teenage detective, he’s terribly adorable, and has a pretty awesome backstory. I loved his dungeon in the video game, and what they’re doing with Naoto and Kanji in the anime is just… giving me all the feels.

This also happens to be one of very few animated characters that I just want to draw. Naturally I can never get him looking exactly right, which makes me want to draw him all the more. Alas, one day I’ll figure him out.

I just have one question. Who approved this kid carrying a gun? I know Inaba’s a small town but, you do know he’s a first year in high school, right? (j/k though he’s more badass with a revolver I wanna buy a PS Vita just to play P4 Arena asdfghjkl)

Day 7: Favorite Word

You know these feels.

You’re reading a book, or watching a TV show or a movie, and whatever, right? It’s just a story. Who cares? But wait. What are these feelings? Why are you crying?? It’s just a stupid story, it’s no big deal, why are you so emotional??

Those, my friend, are feels. At times it’s the best thing in the world, and as a writer, I aspire to one day bring out some feels in my audience.

It was pointed out to me that technically “feels” isn’t an actual word, but I have seriously been rocking it lately, so whatever. I honestly wasn’t even sure where to begin with drawing it, though. This comic sums up “feels” better than I ever could.

Day 6: Favorite Book Character

This book isn’t a movie yet, so that counts, right?

I was stuck between a few beloved characters. I was going to go with Hazel from Watership Down, but that was adapted into a movie, and the directions said it couldn’t be a movie (wasn’t sure exactly what it was implying, but I took it to include adaptations). Then I thought of Arya or Jon Snow from A Song of Ice and Fire, but eh, it’s been done. And then there’s Neef of Delia Sherman’s Changeling, but I couldn’t decide if I liked or loved her.

But Finnick Odair? Oh, I love Finnick Odair.

Finnick is from The Hunger Games series. He’s introduced in Catching Fire, so I’ll refrain from spoilers for anyone who hasn’t read the books yet. The fanart I see of him never fits my head canon… and neither does this entirely, but it was fun to take a crack at drawing him. I don’t do fanart very often, especially not of characters I really like because I don’t want to screw them up. He’s got the obnoxious pretty-boy thing going on when Katniss meets him, and for some reason it appeals to me.

Next is a tough one, folks. Favorite word? I don’t even…

Day 5: Best Friend(s)

I spent entirely too long on this, but they’re worth it. I suppose.

Let me tell you how I met these clowns.

I met Melanie in sixth grade. We had Language Arts (English) together. She wrote a short story about a homicidal blade of grass. It was love at first sight. A couple of years later, we bonded over Sailormoon.

She lived on one side of the district line and I on the other, and while she went to one high school, I went to another. We lost touch until she called me out of the blue one day, and spent a long telephone call gushing over our favorite anime.

When I was sixteen we went to Otakon together. It happened that one of Melanie’s classmates was there, and she introduced us. Her name was Kelly. When we parted I promptly went to work forgetting she ever existed and saying “Who?” whenever Mel brought her up in conversation.

Senior year, I wanted to go to Anime Central but I didn’t want to fly to Chicago alone. Mel and I had gone through enough “Kelly who?” scenarios that she finally had etched a presence in my brain, and so I e-mailed her and asked if she wanted to go with me. We’d never really hung out before then. It was one of the best trips of my life.

So we graduated. Kelly worked at Suncoast, and as I recall Mel and I took every opportunity to go visit her there. Suncoast was loaded with anime you see, and at really good prices. But Suncoast was failing around this time, and in the fall Kelly and Melanie got jobs at Circuit City. One of Kelly’s coworkers from Suncoast also got a job there (I was the odd one out, working at a nursery and crafts store down the road). I think Kelly might have introduced us before, but I didn’t know her – she went to Kelly and Mel’s school and was a year behind us. But one night Kelly and Melanie got us all together to hang out.

And with Rachele, our group was complete.

There are two takeaways from this story.

1. Anime is magical. I’ll not hear a word otherwise. Speak against it in my presence and I’ll have you drawn and quartered.

2. I love these guys. We’ve gone to lots of cons together, ate a lot of crap and drank a lot of booze together, conspired and plotted against the world together. They annoy the hell out of me sometimes, and I’m sure I annoy them (and if I don’t, I should). But this is one of the few relationships in my life that I consider worth working to keep.

Also, do you like how I arranged us in order of skin complexion? #racist

Day 4: Favorite Place

A little late with this one, herpderp.

I only lived in Frederick, Maryland for three years, but at the risk of sounding corny, you could say I grew up there. It was my first real college experience. It’s where my career began. As a college junior, I became a freelance reporter for the local paper and got to see more of Frederick County than I ever could have thought existed in what was essentially cow country. I got my first taste of what it’s like to really love your job. It’s where I got my start as a serious artist. And, Frederick eventually led me to Ringling.

Aside from that, it’s just a beautiful place, artsy and colonial and tucked into the mountains of Western Maryland. I’m a small-town girl at heart. One day I’ll leave the city and move to Frederick or a place like it, live downtown or buy a house on a hill (there is one in Frederick, actually, it was the first thing I ever saw there), with a little library and a studio, and I’ll live out the rest of my life drawing children’s books and writing novels and be perfectly content.